Day 19

So my dad is in the hospital.  It came out of nowhere.  He is currently suffering from an appendicitis infection, but he should be fine.  It will just take a few weeks, at least, for him to recover.  These past few days have just been hard on me, knowing that he is helpless in the hospital, while I am four hours South, having to act normal and pretend like this tragic event isn't happening.  Again, he will be fine - it's just that my family has never really gone through something like this before.  I mean, my mom used to get sick a lot, but not really like this.  Anyway, so that's what has been on the back, and a lot of the times at the front, of my mind this weekend.  He is gradually getting better - pray for him everyone and God will grant him a quicker recovery. <3
I haven't heard anything from the CSU summer arts workshop yet, and my eye is starting to twitch.  But I am managing the uncertainty alright - I just have no patience!  I have a few weeks left for them to decide whether to reject or accept me, so hopefully I'll find out soon.
My job is going really well!  I love the office, I fit right in.  They are my people - awkward, Harry Potter fanatics, hilarious, and just overall awesome - and passionate.  They are all passionate with what they do.  It's a greatly encouraging environment, if I do say so myself.  The only negative to it is that I don't get to spend any time with my friends around lunchtime - which really isn't a big deal at all haha.  I just never get to go to lunch with them!  They always forget me when they go, which is fine - I am in a different dorm, so it's hard to remember to contact me if I'm not around, ya know?
It's cloudy today, which I love.  I woke up pretty tired (for good reason, I had like six hours of sleep >.<), and now feel like I can take on the world.  It's something this kind of weather does to me - which is why I'm going to end up moving to northwestern Europe or like Washington State or something.  Clouds and rain give me strength for whatever reason.
Right now I really should be reading for my world literature class - I have about 70 pages to read by tomorrow morning.  Bleh - I guess I should go work on that.

~Cheers~

"And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep.  And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.  And God said, 'Let there be light': and there was light."  - Genesis 1:1